progress on lollypop

Okay, it's about lollypop. Nggak ada perkembangan yang berarti. Yang bisa gw ceritain disini adalah statusnya, peta hubungan sekarang ini.

Okay, dia udah tahu kalo gw interesed in her, walaupun blom 100 % yakin because everytime she performed shit tests i keep throw her away. Tapi dia dah tahu kalo gw interested in her, yg bikin dia bingung mungkin kenapa gw gak berusaha ngejar dia (which is i should or i shouldn't, still don't know) Itu kenapa dia masih suka ngasih shit test ke gw, tease me and all. Dia mo confirm apakah gw ngejar dia ato nggak.

Tp gw ga bakal ngejar dia. Masalahny adalah kalo gw bertahan dengan strategi sekarang, gw ga bakal kemana2. Because to honest, she's not easy (which is good, as a challenge) Pilihannya adalah gw musti bikin sesuatu yg baru, cara baru, yg bikin dia attract ke gw. Tapi apa? caranya gimana? Yuk kita bedah satu-satu. lihat mana yg paling mungkin dilakukan.

Ask her out on a date? This has been done,reportnya: well she didn't responded very well. And i made slightly little mistake by acting a little needy (dengan nanyain about that date, berulang-ulang. I know, thats the worst. Okay, i delivered with C&F thing, but still, needy is needy)

Try to get involved with her activity? This also has been asked, dan gw ga dapet celah. Baru aja mo involved ama Trifor lewat baggymonkey, tp ternyata ga bisa, oh well.

Hhm.. gimana lagi yah? MUngkin strategi yg pas untuk saat ini adalah.... yes, i'm afraid i will have to say this. I'm gonna back out.... just for now. Because i believe, wise man is they who know when to move forward and back out. remember, one step back to get two step up.

Itung-itung sambil latihan inner game. now that i think about it, back out is the best option for now. Because what? I'm too neeedy right now, and that's not good. I'll be back for more lollypop, when new innergame is ready.

Nah, intinya back out itu ngapain aja? Gak pernah nelpon or SMS lagi (which is i never did) jangan negor dia di MSN (this is gonna be hard, but i can do it)

For how long? Well, a month max. Tp yg pasti, when i come back musti ada cara baru. Jangan sampe kayak gini lagi. A plan, that i must have.

Yeah, we'll be together, just a matter of time.