Yeah, this game is officially CLOSED!

I'm exhausted. Calibrating what's right, what's wrong. What to do, what not to do. What i should be, what's not. What's she thinking and what I am.

I'm exhausted to be a person that she might feel attracted to. Exhausted trying to read all the situations, to calculate when i should do this, and when i should to that.

And all of this come down to the simplest thing.

"I'm falling deeply in like with her" (I don't know if that's a real line)

Yes, she's lollypop,

once a while she's the rain bearer, who brings heavy rain and create the brightest sunshine afterwards,

and on a beautiful sunday morning with my Holga, I realize she's just... arani... enjoying her life's simplest pleasures.




(it's 1.25 A.M, she's online. And I'm talking to her right now!)

It was tribute to forest...

My... oh my... it was Tribute to Forest. And everything was falling apart. All the theories, all the textbook attitude, all gone.

It's just me, Holga, Lollypop, and beautiful saturday afternoon.

Seharian ama dia emang nggak bagus buat kesehatan, deg-deg an, seneng, semuanya jadi satu. Anjrriiiiitt. Man, she was hot.

Tau ah, this is not good. not good at all.

At least for my inner game.

It's so crazy when you falling deeply in like with someone and you've only met her like 4 times. Dan pada saatnya loe seharian ama dia. Semua teori2 bubarrrrr.

You just.... fall..... and have a beautiful sunday afternoon.

My...oh my......