Yeah, this game is officially CLOSED!

I'm exhausted. Calibrating what's right, what's wrong. What to do, what not to do. What i should be, what's not. What's she thinking and what I am.

I'm exhausted to be a person that she might feel attracted to. Exhausted trying to read all the situations, to calculate when i should do this, and when i should to that.

And all of this come down to the simplest thing.

"I'm falling deeply in like with her" (I don't know if that's a real line)

Yes, she's lollypop,

once a while she's the rain bearer, who brings heavy rain and create the brightest sunshine afterwards,

and on a beautiful sunday morning with my Holga, I realize she's just... arani... enjoying her life's simplest pleasures.




(it's 1.25 A.M, she's online. And I'm talking to her right now!)